void fantasy from shed blood by Ada Rook

at the end of this
i hope
something falls away
you'll forget everything you saw here
today
today, i know
i know who i was meant to be
before she died here
cold blood, cold heart, cold everything
a life flickering

i want to get out
i need to get out of here

i am not something that survives
in my fantasies
but in this place i am alive
though it hurts to be
my soul is dim, my mind is burnt
my body functions desperately
i want to be somebody else
but i want you to know me

i want to get out
i need to get out of here

i am not something that survives
in my fantasies
but in this place i am alive
though it hurts to be
my soul is dim, my mind is burnt
my body functions desperately
i want to be somebody else
but i want you to know me

• Electronic
• ambient
• concrete
• industrial
• Montreal