deep fantasy from shed blood by Ada Rook

i put myself out in the open for you to take
i dream of someone ripping my whole self away
i disregard the precautions, i want to break
it feels so fucking good to resign myself, i'm prey

i am not something that survives
in this broken world
my soul is dead behind my eyes
a damaged hollow girl

this night is final and serene
i want to be noticed, maliciously seen
i feel a shadow behind me, i feel so frail
i want to try to get away and i want to fail

i am not something that survives
in this broken world
my soul is dead behind my eyes
a damaged hollow girl
i've told you everything
this place is not my home
i want to be somebody else
i want a brand new soul

i'm not myself

i want to kill the parts of me that cause pain
i see the lurking disgust hidden in your face

i am not something that survives
in this broken world
my soul is dead behind my eyes
a damaged hollow girl
i've told you everything
this place is not my home
i want to be somebody else
i want a brand new soul

• Electronic
• ambient
• concrete
• industrial
• Montreal