broken grace from shed blood by Ada Rook
Tracklist
| 7. | broken grace | 3:49 |
Lyrics
my body's made of spaces
that i can't fill with memories
the rotting sectioned off and quarantined
from what i need to be
i'm moving faster now than i can ever recall
and i can barely see
i need to get away, i need to get away
as long as you can remember me
i've become
something that you resent but you don't know it yet
i am a creature made of bile and regret
i am a dying wish, i am a bleeding fist
i am my own bad dreams that you put in my head
i've become what you resent, but you don't know what it is
i am a creature made of everything you did
i am a self-made half-alive specter
of the spark of life you tried to kill but couldn't
my thoughts are made of spaces that i can't fill with who i am
the deafening and repetitive interruptions of those years keep coming back
the only thing i can use is my momentum to break through to what i need
forget the present, let dissociation save me from this dead reality
i'm made of
what you never told me was wrong so i never believed
that there was anything genuinely wrong with me
i cannot tell you my name, i cannot show you my face
i wanna burn the memory of me right out of your brain
i don't know what i am
i always wondered what i'd feel in the end
i can become what i fear the most
stuck in what i couldn't become, trapped by what i know
you make me feel like there's no hope
when i'm around you i am all alone
and nothing will ever change
if i don't run away
i've become what you resent but you don't know it yet
i am a creature made of bile and regret
i am a dying wish, i am a bleeding fist
i am my own bad dreams that you put in my head
i've become what you resent but you don't know what it is
i am a creature made of everything you did
i am a self-made half-alive specter
of the spark of life you tried to kill but couldn't
i'm alive in your world
i'm a broken little girl
i am everything i need
stay away from me.
