Dead Youth from Dead Youth by Aches
Tracklist
| 6. | Dead Youth | 3:43 |
Lyrics
I am sorry for not speaking up, I just couldn't find the right words how I'm breaking and bruising, all this self abusing with this voice in my head that tells me, I was never enough.
Because growing up without comfort in your own skin, seems so pointless when all you do is try to please everyone that pushes you away.
I tried my best to fake a smile, just so you can't see what i hide.
And with the cancer blooming inside, that will someday end my fucking life.
I tried to change myself, to fit in, to hide in a shell.
A bastard child with no perspective, so afraid of his own reflection.
And I'm just so scared that I might never be content myself,
because all I do is try to please everyone that pushes me away.
The worst nightmare I ever faced was my youth.
Wake up.
Credits
Drum Recording and Guitar/Bass DI Tracking by Florian Kliemke.
Guitar/Bass Reamping and Vocals done by Christian Bethge at Rama Recording Studios.
Mixed and mastered by Lewis Johns at the Ranch House Production Studios.
