Alexithymia from EnCassette by 4D3N

This a feeling the you can't describe
Born from out the evil eye
Raised inside a sea of knives
Think I'd be the thieving kind

Lost myself in me to find
Words so I can scream a line
"Help"
My thoughts careen inside
Take my life and redefine

Look this what's known as a lethal weapon:
I treat the old like they some books
To get some introspection
I'm tryna grow, cant overlook
Thats why I'm still in Texas
You think you know but yee aint know
So you should get to stepping
Uh

Hold my heart and hope to die on them
She say she know me I'm a different kind of guy on em
I couldn't say it if I mutha fuckin tried to em
Cause I'm just with it you can hear it
Oh my god told them
Yeah


Oh my god told em
I'm like what
I ain't talking on this shit
That's way too much
Why give a fuck
(Why give a fuck)
Still ain't enough
(Just ain't enough)
Look don't mistake me for no bitch,
What's giving up?

They just like doing shit, routine
He came back a different week, new me
They wanna be living like movies
But underneath they is on new things
These be them things you don't wanna be
These be them things you don't wanna see
Thinking they ain't into knowing things
They talking a spin on that Socrates

And everyone feeling it
Just what we dealing with
Stealing our lives and we had it
Enough

They looking outside
Try looking inside
Just do all the shit that i told them in "What?"

It's gon be alright
Not really? Alright
These fuck niggas thrive when they know that you stuck

Tried feeling a vibe
I'm really alive
I told them: "it's just cause I do what I want"

Uh

Hold my heart and hope to die on them
She say she know me I'm a different kind of guy on em
I couldn't say it if I mutha fuckin tried to em
Cause I'm just with it you can hear it
Oh my god told them
Yeah


I don't know
What I'm on
I don't know
What I'm on
I don't know
What I'm on
I don't know
Leave me alone

Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Cause I don't know
What I'm on
I don't know
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Cause I don't know
What I'm on
I don't know
Leave me alone

I don't know,
Nothing really ever makes sense

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Houston
• Lo-Ny
• alternative hip-hop
• new hip hop
• sample-based
• Houston